January 2010
i miss you.
i miss us.
take me back to the past, when i was your perfect girl, the only one you ever wanted. the girl you wanted to fall asleep in your arms every night.
what happened…
i’m broken.
too good to be true.
i love him so much, &miss him so bad…
i dreamed of falling asleep in his arms every night.
he said he wanted that too.
i guess not anymore.
heartbroken.
he broke up with me today.
the only words i could find to say back were ..but i still love you..
no hugs or kisses goodbye.
just tears down my face as he walks away from me.
without looking back.
LOVE IS NOT ABOUT SEX!
mae55:
period.
exactly.
#67
i’m one of those people, that can’t stop crying after i start. &it fucking sucks.
back in my day...
nickelodeon didn’t SUCK. they were actually funny and didnt include fake drama like the shitty sitcoms it (&disney;) have now.
srsly. make a 90’s nick channel. it would be bomb.
Write one leaf about blowing bubbles.
(via writeoneleaf)
its so amazing how something so simple can excite &inspire people.(:
Write one leaf about a music box.
(via writeoneleaf)
i have one from italy, i’ve had it since ‘92. its handmade &so beautiful. it plays a nice tune too.
i also named my ipod nano “little music box”. its blue(:
#11
It makes me sad when you dont tell me good night. I have bad dreams &cant sleep all through the night.
I have the fear of growing up
mae55:
nathanislame:
(via zellahfunt)
senior paper.
We had to pick something in the arts field(movie, music genre, director, etcwhatever) and how that influenced culture.
The hell??
So anyway, i picked The Wizard of Oz. I’m mostly learning about its history. not really how it influenced anything. I need to have 10 sources with 10pages of notes due, wednesday. So far, I have 5 sources, and 2 pages of notes. I wish we coulda wrote about...
:(
so i guess i dont get to see alek today. he “is just gonna chill”. which is all we were gonna do anyway…i wish he didnt live so far away…
#88
internet fights are extreamly pointless &stupid. if it’s that important, talk to them in person.
#54
i wish i had ambition. &inspiration. &talent.
Even though I love that my friends irl have...
bringingatrocity:
There’s just some stuff I want to post about that I don’t because I’d feel awkward if they read it. And plus, things could get spread around by their friends that also have Tumblr, and etc. I kinda want to make a separate Tumblr/blog just for stuff like that, but I most likely won’t. </pointless>
get a diary :P
or join a second site secretly with a fake name and such...
fail.
mae55:
txtsfrmlstnght:
(636): ra ra ra ah ah (573): wtf? (636): sexting lady gaga style
WIN!
#44
i know everyone misses something of their childhood. a lot of people always say times were better when… and it’s always a year of their childhood.
like 90s tv and hide and go seek after dark and sidewalk chalk and bike rides and swing sets and playgrounds and goin to grandmas house and playin on the streets and how staying up past 11 was exciting and spending time with family was fun...
#32
i think twitter is dumb &pointless, but i use it anyway.
#37
you’re my favorite person to do nothing &everything with.
When I'm married me and my husband are going to do...
bringingatrocity:
nickibinds:
Make forts
Climb trees
Play hide and seek
Play Uno! (War and Go Fish can gtfo)
Go to the park and watch the homeless people
Sit in the Barnes and Nobles Cafe’ and look sophisticated
and run in sprinklers
WHO NEEDS KIDS WHEN I CAN DO THIS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE?!?!
this
YES(:
it's raining!!(:
ooohmygahh this makes me incredibly happehface. (:
1. i missed the sound of a rainy night.
(that just reminded me of the song, “i love a rainy night…”)
2. if it’s raining, then it’s NOT snowing.
3. if it’s not snowing, it is warmer than 32degrees.
4. this shall wash away a bit of snow &some of the sand in the streets.
5. all we’re missin is a...
#9
The fact that I hurt you still kills me inside.
Just because i'm 18,
Doesn’t mean I always wanna be taken srsly. I still enjoy coloring with markers &making blanket forts. Who cares if 18 makes a difference.
(love ya heatherrrface)
;]
#55
Life always seems better when the weather is warm and nice…
#7
I’m terrified of the future somedays.
#4
I still dont see whats so grand about ladygaga. Her music sucks &it’s irritating.
#1
i feel like i’m slowly being cut out of your life…
&this goes out to multible people.
happy birthday alek!!(:
<3
#2
my depression gets worse when i dont hear from people all day or for long periods of time. i dont tell them this because they should want to talk to me, not cause i asked them to. &if i bring it up, i feel like im just whining.
#3
i love you.
more than anyone.
im so glad our lives collided.